The older I get, the more I feel my reading life is fading away. I was born to read. Reading has shaped and defined my existence. So it’s scary to think that I’m running out of reading time. Even if I live another 20 years, that’s only 1,040 books at this year’s pace. That seems like a lot, but it’s a finite number. Picture an hour-glass, but instead of grains of sand, imagine tiny little books falling through the narrow waist of the time.
I retired this year on October 22nd, and assumed I’d start reading books like crazy. When I worked, I read about one book a week. I hoped after retiring, to read two books a week – instead it’s one book every two weeks. Damn. That’s not what I planned at all! I’ve only been able to catch up to my yearly average by quickly finishing off several half-read books.
As 2013 closes out, I contemplate the power of less, both having less time, but also wanting and owning less, so I can focus clearly on my goals, and I realize I need to change my attitude toward reading. More than ever, I want to make every book count. This might sound contradictory, but I’m thinking I need to read less too. Instead of consuming books in great numbers, I should savor and study them. But what if that means I have 300 books left?
In 2012 I read 49 books and I wrote in my 2012 Year in Reading that I wanted to read 12 novels, 12 science books, 12 history/other non-fiction books in 2013, and hopefully 12 of those would be published during 2013. Well, I didn’t do so good, especially with science books – I didn’t read any science books at all! I did read one math book. Plus, I only read just seven 2013 books (I did read eleven 2012 books, so I’m close). I read 24 fiction books, twice what I wanted.
When I look at the list below I realize that some books were definitely worth my reading time, but others, even ones I really enjoyed, weren’t. I’ll rate the books I felt added much to my life with up to 5 pluses (+), but any book I didn’t rate means I could have skipped without impact. Some of these were lots of fun, but I need more than just fun.
Books Read in 2013
Favorite Fiction
- Nineteen Eighty-Four by George Orwell
- The Short Stories Volume 1 by Ernest Hemingway
- Confessions of a Crap Artist by Philip K. Dick
- The Fault in Our Stars by John Green
- The Long Tomorrow by Leigh Brackett
Favorite Nonfiction
- Half-the-Sky: Turning Oppression into Opportunity for Women Worldwide by Nicholas Kristof and Sheryl WuDunn
- The World Until Yesterday by Jared Diamond
- The Unwinding by George Packer
- The Voice is All by Joyce Johnson
- Other Powers: The Age of Suffrage, Spiritualism, and the Scandalous Victoria Woodhull by Barbara Goldsmith
Order of Reading
- Confessions of a Crap Artist (1959) – Philip K. Dick (+++++)
- Half-the-Sky: Turning Oppression into Opportunity for Women Worldwide (2009) – Nicholas Kristof and Sheryl WuDunn (+++++)
- Beautiful Ruins (2012) – Jess Walters (+++)
- The World Until Yesterday (2012) – Jared Diamond (+++++)
- At Home (2010) – Bill Bryson (+++)
- Redshirts (2012) – John Scalzi
- The Wrecking Crew (2012) – Kent Hartman (+++)
- The Sheltering Sky (1949) – Paul Bowles (+++)
- Hull Zero Three (2010) – Greg Bear
- Wishin’ and Hopin’(2009) – Wally Lamb
- Quiet: The Power of Introverts in a World That Can’t Stop Talking (2012) – Susan Cain (++++)
- Other Powers: The Age of Suffrage, Spiritualism, and the Scandalous Victoria Woodhull (1999) – Barbara Goldsmith (++++)
- The Searchers (2013) – Glenn Frankel (+++)
- Heaven is for Real (2010) – Todd Burpo
- Darwinia (1999) – Robert Charles Wilson
- Society’s Child (2008) – Janis Ian
- We Can Build You (1972) – Philip K. Dick
- Oz Reimagined (2013) – edited by John Joseph Adams
- Drive: The Surprising Truth About What Motivates Us (2009) – Daniel Pink (+)
- Word Freak: Heartbreak, Triump, Genius and Obsession in the World of Competitive SCRABBLE Players (2001) – Stefan Fatsis (++)
- The End of the Affair (1951) – Graham Greene (++)
- Mrs. Dalloway (1925) – Virginia Woolf (+)
- The Fault in Our Stars (2012) – John Green (++++)
- The Sense of an Ending (2011) – Julian Barnes (++)
- Why Are You Atheists So Angry: 99 Things That Piss Off the Godless (2012) – Greta Christina
- The Next 100 Years: A Forecast for the 21st Century (2009) – George Friedman
- The Heart of Darkness (1899) – Joseph Conrad (+)
- Life As We Knew It (2006) – Susan Beth Pfeffer (+)
- The Ballad of Bob Dylan (2011) – Daniel Mark Epstein (+++)
- 2312 (2012) – Kim Stanley Robinson
- The Cuckoo’s Calling (2013) – Robert Galbraith (J. K. Rowling)
- Let’s Explore Diabetes with Owls (2013) – David Sedaris
- Door Wide Open (2001) – Joyce Johnson
- The Unwinding – (2013) George Packer (+++++)
- The Year’s Top-Ten Tales of Science Fiction 5 (2013) – edited by Allan Kaster
- Euclid’s Window (2001) – Leonard Mlodinow (++)
- The World Jones Made (1956) – Philip K. Dick
- The Long Tomorrow (1955) – Leigh Brackett (++)
- Lightspeed Year One (2011) – edited by John Joseph Adams
- One and Only (2011) – Gerald Nicosia and Anne Marie Santos
- Po-boy Contraband (2012) – Patrice Melnick
- The Voice is All: The Lonely Victory of Jack Kerouac (2012) – by Joyce Johnson (++++)
- The Year of Magical Thinking (2005) – Joan Didion (++++)
- Boys Adrift (2005) – Dr. Leonard Sax (++++)
- One Summer: America 1927 (2013) – Bill Bryson (++++)
- The Power of Less (2008) – Leo Babauta (+)
- Wheat Belly (2011) – William Davis MD (+++)
- The Short Stories Volume 1 (2002) – Ernest Hemingway (+++++)
- Distrust That Particular Flavor (2012) – William Gibson (++)
- Pulphead (2011) – John Jeremiah Sullivan (+++)
- Leviathan Wakes (2011) – James S. A. Corey
- Nineteen Eighty-Four (1949) – George Orwell (+++++)
Reading Plans for 2014
Once again I want to read less science fiction and more science, fewer fiction titles and more nonfiction. Of course I’d like to read all +++++ books, even if I only read half as many books total. I find it tragic that I forget what I read so quickly. What a crying shame it is to take in so many fascinating facts that flee my mind in just minutes and hours. Shouldn’t I be doing more rereading than reading, studying, rather than rushing by all those scenic words?
Going through my bulging bookcases, here’s what I’m pulling down to pile beside my reading chair, hoping to read in 2014.
- On Looking: Eleven Walks with Expert Eyes (2013) – Alexandra Horowitz
- Grain Brain (2013) – David Perlmutter, MD
- Time Reborn (2013) – Lee Smolin
- The Goldfinch (2013) – Donna Tartt
- Thinking, Fast and Slow (2011) – Daniel Kahneman
- The Beginning of Infinity (2011) – David Deutsch
- Darwin’s Armada (2009) – Iain McCalman
- The Best Writing on Mathematics (2013) – Mircea Pitici, Editor
- The Fallacy of Fine-Tuning: Why the Universe is Not Designed for Us (2011) – Victor J. Stenger
- Waging Heavy Peace (2012) – Neil Young
- Your Inner Fish by Neil Shubin
- Mathematics: The Loss of Certainty by Morris Kline
- Touching the Rock: An Experience of Blindness by John M. Hull
- The Social Conquest of Earth by Edward O. Wilson
- Darwin’s Dangerous Idea: Evolution and the Meaning of Life by Daniel C. Dennett
- Euclid in the Rainforest: Discovering Universal Truth in Logic and Mathematics by Joseph Mazur
JWH – 12/27/13